I want to apologize to everyone. I get this way when things get hard. I have a rational thinking animal inside me. I must shackle it with these perspectives, or it will trample (rationalize) what feeling I have.
This body is a vessel for the arrogance that is the source of all suffering. I have to keep the chains strong, for Our society pulls heavily on them.
In time I will (there it is again) find a perspective in which it will take it's true form and cooperate.
So I apologize for the forcefulness I project my perspectives, it does not come from the arrogance of believing I'm right (as it may appear), but rather the force of my will that strengthens those chains.