It would seem the mystery of the spirit draws me to understand that plane. I never did learn to control my emotions until late in my life. It would seem outside stimuli evoked me to lose control of my emotions. I later learned it should have been the other way around.

I can feel and see my emotions (tears and anger) outside of me but was total oblivious to within. Some people would equate that to our nervous system within, but one has to have something to measure the stimulus by other than our nervous system.

Therefore it has to be our spiritual values that we cannot see, but can sense spiritually. I cannot see my mind yet it exists. I cannot see the words in my mind, yet they are there. Light has always illuminated the darkness as does our hidden knowledge.

Why was it hidden from us in the first place? The ancients had there mysteries then as we have ours now. Maybe time itself has something to bring it forward. Theosophy is of the spirit, but not until we acknowledge it as such. Paul