Once one has a special experience especially a spiritual one, they cannot go back. But the problem arises that the experience has changed the person from a material person to a spiritual person and that's when the problems arise. The material mind/brain is bewildered by the experience, the spiritual mind is elated. But how does the person who has changed, explain to the material mind/brain, what just happened or to any material human? The experience has changed that person to know and understand, they are more than just flesh and blood, but now have a divine spark within. Paul