I am beside myself with anger about the words interpret and inert. It would seem some readers interpret words they claim or inert. As for me I interpret the tone the words the meanings of the words without emotion. I believe there in knowledge wisdom and understanding in this thing called language.

I do not know what the ancients thought when they wrote, but I am convinced they wanted to convey some of their knowledge to others who would follow them, through their language of their time. Observation and knowledge brings understanding and wisdom as I understand it, in writing my language and experience.

I am seriously considering stopping writing because I seem to be misunderstood in my thoughts as I understand them in trying to have others understand what I said and meant. There is (I) (we) and (you) with three opinions of what we see understand and believe separately

I understand three ways to interpret what the other two (or more) meant to say (there way) (their understanding) of what was wrote. I now understand the complexity of communicating with other when writing. I am late in my life of understanding others and how they understand what they understand what I meant and wrote.

It is perplexing frustrating and emotional to get my point or points over to others because I am late in life in writing. The word perfection haunts me. And I am considering mental health counseling to try to understand why I am so fanatic about being understood without doubt.

I see what I see and understand what I see, yet through others eyes I get rattled trying to understand where they are coming from. I have been told "life is a illusion". I will never believe that. And they need mental health worse then I do.

Thanks for your patience's. Paul