It seems when I write to please myself and others I have found gone overboard. I am trying to persuade others I can write because my ego needs uplifting. I am pleased with my writing because I have create my own style and I am happy with it, but then try to shove it down others throats.
I need to be happy that others do understand my writing and my fanaticism to satisfy my ego and then work on my ego. My disability, ego runs my life and not vice versa. With your patiences and help I will overcome my disability. Thank you. Paul